AUTOTELIC
Exploring the Unplanned Path of Creativity and Embracing the Empty Nature of Mind

I never signed up to publish almost every day. It happened.
I write every day, and it is an eccentric need of those words to find an audience.
The inherent nature of any information is to flow and spread.
These writings are the dynamic expressions that are spilt on the screen.
You wanted to read this as much as I was urged to write them.
It also happens so, that the nature of these writings is Spiritual.
That wasn’t the plan either. I wanted to write about luxury marketing and it came out to be spiritual.
That’s the crux of life. It flows towards the ocean no matter how many dams of aspiration you build on it.
The dams overflow and the dams burst.
Thoughts proliferate and words break the barriers of the mind.
Barriers of awkwardness, shyness and shame.
To say I am spiritual is courageous, to proclaim the realisation is Lions Roar.
Because nothing of it fits the status quo of conventional wisdom smudged on our faces by the lineages and scripture.
The proclamation is deemed unspiritual and the gift of realisation is kept in the closet so that no one can see it.
The Celebration of Life and the Serenity of the Silence are segregated.
I don’t compose this writing, as the composer has left the music stand.
I don’t plan what I am going to write, as there is no one to follow the agenda.
I write.
We often disregard the autotelic nature of the creative process.
What sparks as an energy from the nothingness, becomes a thought and we perceive a meaning in it.
But from the very beginning, it was meaningless. The core nature of the thoughts, words and meaning is empty.
The world which we perceive based on our mind, is empty.
It is cognised as something that has meaning, but it is a naive attempt of the mind. Furthermore, meaning is not a necessity, if we ponder upon the empty nature of the things around us.
Mind is meaning and the goal of spirituality is to go beyond the mind and thoughts; toward the unmoving centre of your core.
Life
The silence within creates a conflict when met with life.
When the false notions of being and the meaning of life collapse, you are faced with life.
Life as it is, naked.
We are trained and have a lot to say about what we would like to wear, but no one knows how to roam naked.
A new man emerges out of the closet, leaving the clothes of an egoist mind behind.
People will through stones at you, on the streets and even your closest friends would call you mad.
However, the fact is the people pointing fingers towards you are high on the meaning of life, which refrains them from participating in life.
Your being is a service.
Hate is the opposite polarity of Love.
No matter if you are loved or hated, no matter if you love or hate; it will act as an occasion to connect.
The connection with pollination is a seed of enlightenment in others.
Life will take course in its own mysterious and unpredictable ways.
Just say OK to what may come.
Spirituality is not a Car
To walk on the path of spirituality is to walk on the path of uncertainty.
Nothing works and nothing happens.
Being a seeker is to acknowledge that you are seeking nothing.
It\’s not like going to a car showroom and asking for what you will get in return for your Money (resource/efforts) and what are the features of your accumulation.
There is no accumulation.
Whatever is served, is not yours, not anyone’s.
It is. That’s it!
You are not obliged to anybody. “IT” is not obliged to anybody.
Yet it brings change to life, with the very basis being freedom.
Freedom from wants by embracing what is given, freedom from need by embracing what is happening.
By letting things happen, only happening is happening.
Empty.
At the End
The realisation is the beginning of the end of the beginning.
For the first time, you realise that the beginning is just an end to the moment that just ended.
A moment begins and ends in the beginning of a new moment, in a split second.
Close your eyes and Ponder upon this right now.
At the end, there is no end, at the beginning there is no beginning.
You are free from the polarities of right and wrong, good and bad.
You are free from the polarities of life and death. You are free to flow, merge, dissolve and disappear.
I don’t know where I am going with these writings. I don’t mind wherever I go.
I don’t mind where you go with these writings, as there is no mind.
I do have a feeling though, that there is the person who needs to read this at this very moment.
If you feel the same, I am glad : )