IT IS LIKE TAKING A BIRTH EVERY MOMENT
When spirituality becomes the central theme of life and existence.

Story of the life has a theme.
The activities that we do in day-to-day life have a theme.
Even if it doesn’t have one, the mind seems to find the pattern in the chaos of life and call it a theme.
We returned to this theme over and over again.
Something prevalent in our lives. Something that holds an importance in our thoughts.
For me it is spirituality.
I don’t wear a robe and sit in front of disciples.
I write, I paint, I do business.
I work.
I don’t cling to the ideas of spirituality and enlightenment.
Yet that is reflected in the work I do.
Nonetheless, everything that I do is brushed with the essence of spirituality.
I tried to suppress it, surpass it, only to understand that I could not.
I am done running away from it.
It is an inseparable part of me that has been realised.
It can not be unseen, once seen.
This urge to write is unknown trying to express.
It has nothing to do with me anymore, it has everything to do with the world, in which I am included.
Every writer I have come across, who writes consistently writes around a theme.
Often this theme is a confluence of two things.
Possible but not limited to productivity — business, creativity — life etc.
Additionally, the writing has a conflict.
Some problem that needs to be solved.
With spirituality, there are very few internal conflicts that the writer has to present.
There are very few things that a spiritual person disagrees with.
He accepts the situation as it is and witnesses it like an audience.
Even if his own house is burning.
Said so, there is an urge to speak, write and share the unspeakable and inexpressible.
Irony is such that this urge comes from the silence within.
Silence echoed into the silence.
Nonetheless, On this occasion of Kojagiri Poornima (full moon), I have decided not to hide anymore.
Whatever, I have read so far on writing — it says be honest and write with an authentic voice.
I would be deceiving myself if I rejected the urge to create with a sense of spirituality.
What has happened to me, is the ego death was real, and there is no going back.
I will continue to make paint write and do videos.
Less pretentious while embracing the spiritual aspect of my life.
There will be a boundary to what I share because some spiritual experiences are personal and may feel daunting and surreal.
They need an intimate setup to share.
Meeting in person.
Personal.
Now that I have expressed it from the heart, I realise that; there is no dichotomy.
I was more concerned about the audience and how it would be received.
But now it is time for me to shock off all the constraints and express the myriad nakedness of the dynamic expression.
Otherwise, I will keep on wondering around “How to” and “Listicles”
I may write them once in a while. But that is not the goal any more.
The goal now is to honestly express, by honouring the divine and spirit within.
I don’t know what it is going to be. But I know that it is going to be a plunge into the unknown.
I don’t what to expect from it. But I know it is for someone who is waiting for the sign.
To peep inside and realise the true nature of the mind.
It\’s not for me, it\’s for you.
I am only a medium, for the change and shift to occur in someone\’s life.
I feel so free and relieved to convey this.
Spirituality, materialism and existence are included in the vast empty openness within and without.
I am taking birth every moment.
Moment to moment.
And so I intend my writing to be.
Direct.